My Dearest Self With Malice Aforethought

親愛なる僕へ殺意をこめて

Shinai naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete

98 chapters

11 volumes

2018 – 2020

Eiji Urashima, an ordinary university student, spends his days drinking with friends and longing for a girlfriend. One night, after a heavy drinking session, he returns home and falls asleep. When he wakes up, Kyouka Yukimura, a beautiful girl from his campus, is lying next to him, insisting they are in a relationship. Bewildered and unable to recall how this happened, Eiji decides to go along with it. But things grow stranger when he notices gaps in his memory. While chatting with his friend Kashiwagi, he asks if it’s the 24th, only to be told it’s actually the 27th. Three days are missing from his recollection, and Eiji struggles to understand what occurred. The situation escalates when a journalist reveals a dark secret to Kyouka—Eiji is the son of a notorious serial killer. As his world unravels, Eiji sets out to uncover the truth behind the lost days and seek Kyouka’s acceptance of his troubled past.

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Status: Finished
Format: Manga
Chapters: 98
Volumes: 11

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Background

Shinai naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete was published digitally in English as My Dearest Self With Malice Aforethought by Kodansha USA from February 2, 2021, to December 7, 2021. It was also published in Spanish by Panini Comics from October 28, 2021, to June 22, 2023; and in Polish by Studio JG from February 2, 2021, to December 7, 2021. The series was adapted into a Japanese live-action series that aired from October 5, 2022, to November 30, 2022.